What do I want out of this relationship? I want what I want out of every relationship. I want true love.
I want to lose myself in you. I want to forget where I end and you begin. I want to feel you all around me. I want to look deep into your eyes and come back out the other side. I want to know you, truly know you, like no other human has ever really known you.
I want every second of the day to be filled with you. I want to never tire of you. I want to be unable to recall the part of my life when you were not here. I want to worship you. I want to bow down to you. I want to look up to you. I want to respect you, and you me.
I want to love you, with all my heart. I want you to love me back, just as hard. I want to make people jealous with our love. I want a perfect union of body, mind and soul. I want “Us” to be spelled with a capital letter.
I want to watch movies and read books and relate to the grand romantic pictures that are painted. I want to be those paintings. I want to be what people think of when they think of love.
What do I want, Julia? I want what I’ve always wanted. I want true love. I want perfection.
And barring that, I wouldn’t mind a hand job now and then.